[ it is quite unbecoming, to need to be reassured like this, as if there's no difference between now and when he merely was a pet. hua cheng cannot help but smile though, as his face is sweetly cradled and he looks back into those beautiful hazel eyes, before his mismatched ones shy away, looking down.
punishment is what hua cheng always received from those around him, for the sin of being born with a red eye and so probably the influence of an unlucky star. constantly chased away and harassed even for things he didn't do, he doesn't know any other way for his wrongs or shortcomings to be fixed that isn't being punished. xie lian is the first who's so generous.
he laughs breathily in his neck, inhaling his scent as much as his presence, the feeling of his power and his qi. he basks in it all as if it was sunlight. and then warmth does come, not just from the other's body but through their bond and hua cheng shivers deeply, unused to it. it's like a physical touch reaching behind his ribs and soothing his soul, caressing it like xie lian's fingers do his locks. ]
Gege... [ he calls breathlessly, a small whine pressed into his throat. their bond will make him go crazy one day, he's sure of it. he's so close to xie lian thanks to it, closer than anyone else could ever hope to be. that in itself is worth having sacrificed so much of himself and his life for power.
he hums low in his throat at the older's words, smiling shyly to himself as he hugs him tight now, forgetting himself to the point that he's pressing most of his weight on him. he squeezes him gently, nuzzles into his neck, much like his cat self. ]
Thank you for taking me in. [ he smiles and that content expression is still on his face as he shifts lower so that his chin can rest on the other's chest, and he can admire him from there. ] Gege, could you call me San Lang? You know how it feels when you call my real name... [ he rests the side of his face against his sternum, the flimsy fabric of his robe, smiling cheekily. he's sure xie lian has felt that ripple of pleasure too; it'd be quite dangerous to keep toying with it. ]
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punishment is what hua cheng always received from those around him, for the sin of being born with a red eye and so probably the influence of an unlucky star. constantly chased away and harassed even for things he didn't do, he doesn't know any other way for his wrongs or shortcomings to be fixed that isn't being punished. xie lian is the first who's so generous.
he laughs breathily in his neck, inhaling his scent as much as his presence, the feeling of his power and his qi. he basks in it all as if it was sunlight. and then warmth does come, not just from the other's body but through their bond and hua cheng shivers deeply, unused to it. it's like a physical touch reaching behind his ribs and soothing his soul, caressing it like xie lian's fingers do his locks. ]
Gege... [ he calls breathlessly, a small whine pressed into his throat. their bond will make him go crazy one day, he's sure of it. he's so close to xie lian thanks to it, closer than anyone else could ever hope to be. that in itself is worth having sacrificed so much of himself and his life for power.
he hums low in his throat at the older's words, smiling shyly to himself as he hugs him tight now, forgetting himself to the point that he's pressing most of his weight on him. he squeezes him gently, nuzzles into his neck, much like his cat self. ]
Thank you for taking me in. [ he smiles and that content expression is still on his face as he shifts lower so that his chin can rest on the other's chest, and he can admire him from there. ] Gege, could you call me San Lang? You know how it feels when you call my real name... [ he rests the side of his face against his sternum, the flimsy fabric of his robe, smiling cheekily. he's sure xie lian has felt that ripple of pleasure too; it'd be quite dangerous to keep toying with it. ]